Looking back, I realize you gave up a long time ago and I was doing all the work to keep us going. I mistook your age for wisdom and just assumed things were supposed to be that way. I didn't know any better. As you probably know, I had my eye out for something new. Something better. I guess it was wrong of me, but on the other hand, it was your opportunity to step up to the plate. I was almost relieved when you didn't. You were making my life so complicated, and I didn't even know it until I let you go. Once I cleared my life of all your drama, I was able to meet my sew mate. My, how things have changed.